I have no idea what is going on with me. I feel tired, my eyelids feel as heavy as milk packages and my legs are failing under me. Mom gave me a caffeine pill, but I’m still not feeling quite awake! I could faint or fall asleep any minute now.
I slept well this morning, I assure you. I even went shopping with mom today and borrowed some books from the library. I felt that I had some power during that trip. Bah, it’s already getting so dark. My electric fan keeps staring at me.
I have gifts to send to my friends, but I have no idea when to send them… as I’ll be going to Finland in about a week. Being there a month. I suppose I could send them from there… we’ll see how much fits in my bag(s).
-Later-
I just ate a delightful pizza and I feel rejuvenated. I think I was either a bit depressed, anxious or just hungry.
The Two Worlds game… it was awful. My computer couldn’t take it and died… almost. It was so graphics heavy (worse than Oblivion) and required me to have my computer in US time!
I must… do something. I’ve began a new painting. I hope it’s successful and finished soon!
It’s sunny and awfully hot outside. My room looked like it had been massacred yesterday. I hope my graphics tablet still works… it wasn’t stuffed in a nice place.
I was shopping yesterday and ordered stuff from sfbok.se the day before that.
Purchases yesterday:
Darwinia (PC)
Kiki’s delivery service (DVD)
Memoirs of a geisha (DVD)
I love Darwinia. It’s so different from other games. This game has strategy, action, shooters… in one. It circles around a lifeform called Darwinians living in a scientist’s computer, whom had recently been attacked by viruses. You randomly pop in to the computer network and help the Darwinians survive. By playing the game it feels almost like driving an entirely different operating system.
When I’m older and have my own website, income etc… I think I’ll begin to hold contests. (Where you can win my awfully horrible games. I bet no one would buy them and I don’t feel like throwing them in the trashbin either.)
I still have games I haven’t even tried… like Two Worlds.
I woke up this morning to the hiccups of my hamster. I’ve never heard her do that before, but she seems perfectly fine. At first I thought it was some cat meowing in pain outside or my dad inflating some bike tire, but then she began hiccuping again.
Now it’s no more hiccuping, just plain hamstring, running around, eating, sleeping. (Sorry, but hamstring just sounds so perverse… I must’ve been watching too much Hamtaro. They had everything beginning with ham… string. Gosh.)
I’ve been playing Guild Wars as usual. I’ve made three characters so far:
Chisaku Cross, Elementalist/Necromancer, level 20
The Chic Valkyrie (wink wink), Warrior/Mesmer, level 8
Rosalie Pineau, Ranger, level 2
I think I’ll begin playing with a monk too… when I come up with a great name. Those last two I’ve gotten from some great roleplaying sessions. That first character though… it sucks. Never do E/N if you play Guild Wars, never. It’s too hard to play with it. (But I’ve managed to score some kills in Random Arenas. When our random team loses, people always turn out to be such crybabies, it’s almost funny.)
This Sunday is going to be special. I’m going to Stockholm. I hope everything goes fine.
Or, have been about a week ago… but I needed some personal vacation time. I’m sorry. I’ve been busy doing all kinds of other things, until this thing about telling everyone that I’m back crossed my mind.
Bahgahblahbleehgblerghbloopblaaaaggg*
I just got to pull myself together and do the things I plan to do. I’ve procrastinated a lot. I’ve began drawing, I’m planning on uploading art and pictures to dA. Then someday I’ll log in to msn.
My brain just can’t take it. It’s overloading. Gah, I’m sorry. I should get to work right now. Chop off a fragment of what I’m supposed to do at a time.
I hate this feeling. It’s feels like someone hates me, but I know that isn’t true. Or is it? Heh, when we were in Finland, I thought that someone was going to break in to out small cottage, while we were asleep. I thought I heard footsteps, but it was just our boat splashing againts the bridge. Today I thought I heard someone walking up the stairs when I was alone at home, but that was just the rain smattering against our roof and windows.
So, yeah… I’m feeling really paranoid about something. I feel awful for abandoning people. For this whole week… I’ve been designing a webpage and playing Guild Wars.
I’m acing english! Whoo! (It was a real surprise for me!)
This must be my first time I’m about to receive an MVG from English. I’ve already conquered math once… I’ll try my best acing swedish sometime!
Right now, with only two weeks until the school ends, I can’t really get in to the working hype anymore.
As an evil reminder for myself, remember to read your book and write a book report in swedish. Try to get your essay of Botticelli in good shape and that random essay about keys in swedish. (Last two are pretty much finished.)
Little test in nature catastrophes next week, school begins later tomorrow, try to prepare some kind of presentation of Botticelli for the class…
I’m having the bad feeling that I might buy the Sims 3. All that advertising… damnit. Luckily, I don’t currently have the money to reserve it. Also, we’re going to Finland the day it comes out. Awh!
Well, I was promised to get my own room in Finland where I could be alone. I’ve planned on creating my own artist workshop there.
Yesterday I bought some games from Rusta for the money I was planning on using on the Sims 3. (Phew.) I also got a fallout collection! I love the post-nuclear-be-happy theme.
I also bought Gast, a classic PC game I once borrowed from the library. Another title was Armies of Exigo and Spellforce.
I bought lots of trinkets at a fleamarket today.
I feel so bad for not being on MSN. I’m sorry. I’ll work on it tomorrow.
How many haven’t watched the Eurovision semi-finals yet? Well, this Saturday it’s already… dan dan daan… the grand finale! Finland supposedly made it to the finals, but I’m a bit scared to see what their entry is. (I saw it, another very cliché song.) Sweden is a bit, err… I just didn’t like it. And they made it to the finals? My gosh.
Moscow had a wonderful arena, though. The backgrounds were marvelous!
My real favorite was this one:
And it didn’t make it! But Greece did. (I thought “what what” for a while.) Do I smell conspiracy?
Ahahah… YouTube never fails to amuse with its users.
Oh well, just wanted to update.
I’ve been playing too much Elder Scrolls: Oblivion. The humor is so… hilarious! Some events are so sick! It’s just like a fantasy GTA, you go and kill people. xD The killing part isn’t fun, but the rest is! The Arena, the guilds, the whole map! Filled with areas to explore!
Erm… sorry. Heh. I like that game.
I had an odd revelation today… I have a printer. I looked behind me and there it was. I bought it a couple of days ago and I forgot? My memory.
At school it seemed as if I couldn’t hear anything, I asked “what did you say?” at least three times.
My throat hurts. My eyes linger in pain!
Tomorrow and the day after that we’ll have special days at school. We will learn how to search for work. Is there any available at times like this?
Whee, this post became so random. I was going to write smart things, but I guess that didn’t work. Maybe next time. Dx
