I feel so… distant.

I have no idea what is going on with me. I feel tired, my eyelids feel as heavy as milk packages and my legs are failing under me. Mom gave me a caffeine pill, but I’m still not feeling quite awake! I could faint or fall asleep any minute now.

I slept well this morning, I assure you. I even went shopping with mom today and borrowed some books from the library. I felt that I had some power during that trip. Bah, it’s already getting so dark. My electric fan keeps staring at me.

I have gifts to send to my friends, but I have no idea when to send them… as I’ll be going to Finland in about a week. Being there a month. I suppose I could send them from there… we’ll see how much fits in my bag(s).

-Later-

I just ate a delightful pizza and I feel rejuvenated. I think I was either a bit depressed, anxious or just hungry.

The Two Worlds game… it was awful. My computer couldn’t take it and died… almost. It was so graphics heavy (worse than Oblivion) and required me to have my computer in US time!

I must… do something. I’ve began a new painting. I hope it’s successful and finished soon!

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