Right, so… I’ve again isolated myself.
Great. .____.
My hair is all in braids so that it is easy to handle (no brushing etc.).
My essay must be sent in on Friday. I am scared of the result.
I haven’t been online chatting since the catastrophe in Japan.
Our bunny is sick again, and we are taking him to the vet tomorrow. I was presented with a hard choice, to end him or to instead try to cure him. I have no idea if he is in pain, so we will let the vet decide. This came as a shock to me. He is 4 years old and again seems to have problems with his teeth, he has lost his eyesight on his left eye and seems really tired.
Gods, Pumsi is too important… I will have to go with my mom there tomorrow. I hope it will go alright and that we’ll have good news. The sad thing is, I had planned on continuing writing my essay, but I guess I’ll just have to send it in a crappy state which I am finishing this night. We will be going straight there in the morning, and last time… it was plain hell. 5 hours of waiting in that tiny room with a sedated bunny… it was awful. He got better, but it was awful to hear him scream there. It’s like an opera singer mimicking a siren.
I think I’ll have to bring my DS, if that’s allowed… but that feels a little disrespectful. But so does having to wait for vets because they went eating lunch.
And dad said we’ll never get any more pets as they are more harm than enjoyable when they ultimately die.
And my mom’s other lung isn’t functioning properly and I am very worried.
And the test I will do for this course I am sending my essay in to will take 5 hours. O-oh boy. That is going to be some brain cramming the night before. The whole effin course.
Why do new problems always arise…? Why do these changed plans concern me so much?
It feels like there is nothing that isn’t falling apart right now. I’m listening to the sound of rain, hoping that everything will be fixed.
April 16, 2011 at 8:41 pm
Pff. That all sucks… I see now why you haven’t been online at all lately. It’s quite understandable. So how was it? What the doctor said?
I also hope your mom will feel better soon and that you managed to send this essay in time. I also had a lot of work to do this week, I guess I know what you mean. Fuck deadlines.
Well… I’ll try to cheer you up then. Storio and I wanted to talk to you about this holiday. I think I already know when I have my exams and when I leave for holidays wih my family.
Anyway, it’d be awesome to meet. All three of us. Just think about this. It’s like a dream becoming true (: We absolutely need to meet!
Also! My sister told me that tourist attractions (museums etc.) in Paris are either completely free or very cheap for people between 16-25 year old (more less). So you can go and visit Louvre for f r e e… ._. Aaaand she told me that there is a very cheap “way” to hire bikes and travel around the whole city (I said “way”, because it’s a little complicated and I need to learn more about this… oh, I’ll just tell you on MSN xD need to talk with my sister first).
I mean… it’s just a small dream. Hotels and such stuff are still most probably very expensive, but we surely can find something cheap (a camp or sth). If not this year, then the following one ^^
Just imagine… Sweden, Poland and Brasil… in Paris :)
(I hope this comment made you smile a little!)
May 8, 2011 at 1:33 am
Hey, Chisaku.
I hope everything goes well.
I am sorry about the bunny and I hope your mom gets better soon.
May 10, 2011 at 5:04 pm
Missyoumissyoumissyoumissyou.
May 15, 2011 at 3:18 pm
miss you miss you miss you ;_______;